Kiddo's in bed at 8 tonight, have about an hour before I need to sleep. I have come to blog.
Topic being, a sense of fashion. Which, to put it out pretty bluntly, this word is nonexsistent in my world. Feeling always uncomfortable in my skin, thinking I had to be thinner to be able to create a fashion for myself. This is a bunch of BS. I have let alot of modern judgment get in my way of finding a fit for me as I am, right now. Not the me I will someday be, 20, 30, 100lbs from now. Whatever, really.
Being currently obsessed with the hey, fat chick tumblr, I am constantly getting inspiration. There should be NOTHING holding me back from having and creating a sense of style. These pictures on this tumblr are inspirations for my blank canvas. Highwaist skirts, belts, cute tops, leggings, tights, color. I am not some kind of leper, I dont need to hide from the world. I want to be me. Here are a few ideas, for example. Sort of as a file away on here.
Topic being, a sense of fashion. Which, to put it out pretty bluntly, this word is nonexsistent in my world. Feeling always uncomfortable in my skin, thinking I had to be thinner to be able to create a fashion for myself. This is a bunch of BS. I have let alot of modern judgment get in my way of finding a fit for me as I am, right now. Not the me I will someday be, 20, 30, 100lbs from now. Whatever, really.
Being currently obsessed with the hey, fat chick tumblr, I am constantly getting inspiration. There should be NOTHING holding me back from having and creating a sense of style. These pictures on this tumblr are inspirations for my blank canvas. Highwaist skirts, belts, cute tops, leggings, tights, color. I am not some kind of leper, I dont need to hide from the world. I want to be me. Here are a few ideas, for example. Sort of as a file away on here.
This one is a good example of the high waisted/belted outfit I am finding myself really enjoying.
These are just 3 that I am finding as inspirations. Browsing proves that I am ok with getting in touch with my girlier side. I just need to find her more everyday.
My main resolution for this year is to simply love me. Love everything I have been blessed with. The more I love myself, the happier I am and ultimately be the best mother I can be. Reminding myself I have a daughter. I would love it more than anything for her grow up being strong in who she is, inside and out. If I can help lead her down that path, than I will.
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