Oh blessed saturday.
It honestly doesnt feel any differently than the rest of the week. My weekends begin when I don't have to wake up at 4am. Which tomorrow I do not. I still work a 10-245pm shift, which isn't too bad. Supposedly doing mark downs; like some weirdo, I love doing. The only thing that is not entirely enjoyable about being at work, is not being around the kids. I miss them, alot. The past 3.5 years I have spent either pregnant or being a mama. Hardly away from either kiddo. Once things settle down around my parts, I am going to cut back hours, earn some more my own pocket. If I want to get the kids something from me, I can. If I want to pay for breakfast for everyone, I can. If I want to slightly splurge at Rebelle, that...I can. It is also very nice being around other adults, but I think cutting back would be a good idea eventually. My kids need me more.
Anyhow, I have spent the past week with ear issues. The past 3 days with the left side of my face kinda numb, itchy and tingly. Found out I have an ear infection. Man, do they feel different when you get them as an adult. This one did not attack anything other than around my ear, draining into my submental lymph node. It feels quite contained, just weird. Luckily it didnt hit my blood stream so I dont have any other symptoms (thank god). But, the infection is seriously messing with my head. It sort of feels like the way your mouth and lips do after a good hefty visit to the dentist. The last hour or so of the numbness. If the dr.s at the ER werent too concerned about it, I'm trying not to be. I hope I still have skin left because it's also itchy and I cant really feel how hard I scratch.
Oy, it's late. Did a catch up with heyfatchick tumblr. Once I can afford it, I am going to spruce up what I wear. The website makes me fell all out ballsy about what I can wear. Sort of like an artistic inspiration. Why not? Right?
It honestly doesnt feel any differently than the rest of the week. My weekends begin when I don't have to wake up at 4am. Which tomorrow I do not. I still work a 10-245pm shift, which isn't too bad. Supposedly doing mark downs; like some weirdo, I love doing. The only thing that is not entirely enjoyable about being at work, is not being around the kids. I miss them, alot. The past 3.5 years I have spent either pregnant or being a mama. Hardly away from either kiddo. Once things settle down around my parts, I am going to cut back hours, earn some more my own pocket. If I want to get the kids something from me, I can. If I want to pay for breakfast for everyone, I can. If I want to slightly splurge at Rebelle, that...I can. It is also very nice being around other adults, but I think cutting back would be a good idea eventually. My kids need me more.
Anyhow, I have spent the past week with ear issues. The past 3 days with the left side of my face kinda numb, itchy and tingly. Found out I have an ear infection. Man, do they feel different when you get them as an adult. This one did not attack anything other than around my ear, draining into my submental lymph node. It feels quite contained, just weird. Luckily it didnt hit my blood stream so I dont have any other symptoms (thank god). But, the infection is seriously messing with my head. It sort of feels like the way your mouth and lips do after a good hefty visit to the dentist. The last hour or so of the numbness. If the dr.s at the ER werent too concerned about it, I'm trying not to be. I hope I still have skin left because it's also itchy and I cant really feel how hard I scratch.
Oy, it's late. Did a catch up with heyfatchick tumblr. Once I can afford it, I am going to spruce up what I wear. The website makes me fell all out ballsy about what I can wear. Sort of like an artistic inspiration. Why not? Right?
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